Blog your God.

I talked myself into finally getting another blog in.
It has been a while, not because I haven't wanted to blog (everyday I want to blog), but because I have been finding and learning so much, ever evolving sight, convincing me more and more that the truth IS out there ...and IN there. 'In' being your own. Knowing what I know now, I know that I know not enough.
Actually, I'd like to make this a challenge, also: Blog YOUR God.

I MUST put a little 'disclaimer' here:
  In no form, do I intend to degrade any person for their faith-based system of belief. With that, I must also warn that I believe that the majority of faith-based systems are mis-understood, and in most cases idiotic. I have many friends, covering a good chunk of belief systems out there, and where we differ we respectfully disagree. On last note (of disclaimer), I am always open for discussion and willing to admit fault where needed. With knowledge comes understanding ...comes wisdom.

Another admission; no, I am not a scholar, nor have I done ALL the research. The search for knowledge in one's lifetime is never-ending.

Remember later; The firing of neurons/Synapses

In my studies (which are in no way complete), it has become more and more noticeable the similarities in the stories of man, passed generation to generation ...era to era ...millenia to millenia. Put all the stories (no, not literally all, there are exceptions to the rule) from all the societies, from all ages in what we can decipher from recorded history, backed by social adherence and archaeological finds, and (if you don't fall asleep first) it is quite easy to see the same basic story/plot. Like how much of what is modern entertainment media (theater, print, screen) just rehashed stories, with different characters in different places. Or, the 'remakes' of populars, maybe throwing in a new slant. And, how each and every story has some basis in fact, whether it be locale(s), names, events. Storytellers take what they know (which in most cases is based in what they've heard) and retell, most often with exaggeration. As the story goes on, it most often gets little omissions, personal twists, moral implications, and so on. That is how storytelling is, and, as we have seen repeatedly, always has been.

Ever wonder why ethnicities are usually depictable/recognizable? Ever notice the 'mistaken identity' phenomenon? Ever notice how some people, even separated from relation and ethnicity, have some very similar traits/characteristics? "Bird nose," hairline, voice control, eye shape, metabolic tone ...Ever wonder why?

As nature occurs, elements act and react with surrounding elements as elements do. Not all elements "live in the same neighborhood." The neighborhood of this hydrogen living in France might not have the same 'ethnic' population as a hydrogen living in Hawaii. Yet, elements do as elements do ...some elements get along and some don't. But, like elements do like things with other respective elements. It's a big, chaotic circus. Some come away winners; some just have fun; some leave disappointed; and some don't leave at all.

Now, take the previous three paragraphs and ponder: The development of structure (and it is all structure) is very similar to a story that goes through the ages. Along the way of development, stories change. The sustainable ("believable") characteristics of the story get passed on. Some stories last a long time. Some don't. Some similar characteristics/traits get passed along, even through many dilutions. ALL still retain an origin ...a portion of truth, fact.

Even a short comparative lesson in theology and philanthropy/sociology can just about convince anyone that what they hold dear to as 'common belief' is AT BEST a misunderstood story ...retaining still it's portion of truth, fact. Not to 'pick' on Christians, but to hold their scriptures as THE Word of God over ALL works, with all it's little 'inerrant' discrepancies, is as logical as holding to worship of the god Horus, or Osiris, or Thor ...or my microwave. Let us delve there a bit, sorta.

The definition of myth: The term "myth" is often used colloquially to refer to a false story; however, the academic use of the term generally does not pass judgment on its truth or falsity. In the study of folklore, a myth is a symbolic narrative explaining how the world and humankind came to be in their present form. Many scholars in other fields use the term "myth" in somewhat different ways. In a very broad sense, the word can refer to any traditional story.
The definition of faith: is the confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person, concept or thing.
The definition of religion: is a set of beliefs concerning the cause, nature, and purpose of the universe, especially when considered as the creation of a supernatural agency or agencies, usually involving devotional and ritual observances, and often containing a moral code governing the conduct of human affairs.
The definition of story: is a common term for a description of a sequence of events, notably:a traditional form of storytelling, told to a child to prepare them for sleep; a narrative used in organization studies; a fictional narrative of briefer length than a novella.

From 'creation' to 'enlightenment' or 'apocalypse,' there's the 'damsel,' the 'distress,' the 'king,' the 'hero,' the 'city,' and the 'country.' The heroes have their fame, the kings their kingdoms, the damsels their knights ...prayers and adoration ...exaltation and coronations. What is notable in all the themes are mainly two things (all the other common themes can be grouped): A beginning and a prophesied 'end' or 'change.'

Back in 1993, I had a (what I considered) life-changing event.  Not anything massive like loss of loved-one or near death experience, but an 'answer to prayer.'  The moment exhilarated my soul and sparked a fire.  I was 'saved,' and believed it.  That flame lasted until another 'answer to prayer' revealed depth.  The latter prayer was to teach me truth.  I dove and dove and dove into everything i felt lead to that would help me understand more my divine relationship.  I was drawn heavily into creation and eschatology.  It was in that 'dive' that i realized many don't know their own faith.  "Spread the good word," and "be a witness" rang the bell ...so, i sought the Spirit in sharing my knowledge with others, in hopes to 'save their souls' or 'admonish the spirit.'  There, i learned 'inerrancy' ...and hypocrisy.  "Those who have ears to hear, let them hear" that even if Christianity was correct, the Holy Scriptures are AT BEST inspired by Elohim, not THE Word of God.  Same exact principle for all other faiths.

Just noticed that this is gonna be pretty long.

Again, i must note, that i do not want to seem to be 'picking' on the Christians.  Quite the contrary, actually.  I speak of the Christians in this piece because i came from the Christians, and i studied my arse off.  The scripture speaks of knowing "His Word"  and having it in your heart, and being able to give answer for the faith.  The world had questions and was lost;  The Word of God had the answers.  Right?

Now, let's jump to some physics.  If you read Stephen Hawking "The History of Everything" and "The History of the Universe" ...i'm probably 85% in-line with that thinking.  LOL, in no way am i inferring that i'm in the same caliber.  There's a couple things i would not fully agree with, or see a different alignment, but for the most part, maybe 90%, that is how it is.

Now, let's take this all in;  Storytelling/stories, elements, myths, religion, history, physics ...let's throw it all in to:
  Synapses in the brain
  Electrical pulses
  Neurons firing

  Cause ...effect

I DO believe in a 'higher' or 'supreme power.' I DO believe that religion has played and will continue to play a vital role in the development of culture and power.  Unfortunately, because we are animals who need rewards, there will be greed, thus the misuse and abuse of power through religion mainly.  I believe that religion provides, where truth and honesty abound, structure and guidance along one's way.  It provides perspective and meaning to life.  Lo, i say, no religion today, save a miniscule may, has the way.

"God" is a GREAT storyteller who wanted to tell a story.  As the words came to his thoughts, like fairies all a buzz, they made real what never was.

A synaptic connection in the mind of God ...BIG BANG!

The entire universe, in all its wondrous array and complexity, is the intellectual property of God. Interactions built stories upon stories; legends and epics.

So, what does that mean for life?  Now, that is a conversation.

**definitions were snagged from wikipedia.com.  i strongly endorse personal research against any claim made by any entity.  resources abound, use them all.**

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Its Wednesday, December 29th, 2009, and I feel I need to put something of my year, and perhaps of my expectations for the next. Actually, unless you enjoy my soapbox rants, you might rather watch a Leno rerun.

2009 was actually quite a memorable year for me ...or, maybe my memory is just getting better. My mental health has made wondrous strides, including the ambition marathon and the reality check: whilst, my physical health has hindered my every oomph! One demon persists to seduce my body, yet I persist to one day take back control. That vice being mass-produced tobacco cigarettes. As I am writing this, my breath aches.

And now its December 31st, 2009, 9:42pm.
One resolution for '09 never came to pass ...quitting cigarettes. I'm so sorry, dad, for always being on your case when I was younger about quitting smoking. Not that I didn't want you to quit, but I had no clue how fricking hard it is. I'm still trudging, though. I'm not gonna quit quitting. So, yeah, that one is carrying over into this coming year, '10.
I have most definitely learned a lot this year. From fabrication techniques to business and taxes (was not ready to HAVE to learn that one yet); astronomy to nutrition; history to psychology. Years ago, I took a personal vow to take every opportunity, even in negative situations, to educate myself. There is always something to learn. Hence, the name of this blog spot. Even started a discussion board on Facebook. There's not much activity, and most of the activity is me, but, hey ...
This year was an amazing year for re-connections. Just today, right before coming to blog, reconnected with two old friends i never thought i'd meet up with again. What I most definitely have come to regret on Facebook is involvement in those damned web-based games. They are such a waste of time, but I can't seem to keep myself away. It's a little fiending addiction! I've gotten much better at controlling it now, though. Twice a month I'll make my rounds. They are fun, if you don't have a life, or enjoy mindless activity, with a laziness complex. Like sometimes I feel after work.
Work ...f*#k, we ain't going there.
My ambitious endeavors came 'oh, so close' this year with an early christmas present from Cochise. then, Murphy's Law ...i f*#ked up ...that other four-letter word, work. The best christmas present i've received in a long time (since my daughter's first christmas) ...an insignia 10 mp camera and a 4g card. at least, got a few photos and videos out of it. It got destroyed two nights before i was going to see my daughter, Emma for christmas. It was supposed to be the very first video of my daughter in possession. I was giddy over the prospect of sending pictures to family. So, my camera got run-over by a stampede of rubber feet on Hwy 20 ...big rubber feet ...with lots of kinetic energy ...sigh. Shauna saved the day, though, with the use of her digital camera. Got some pictures and some video. now to just get them off the card.
A mutual friend moved in to the house, making three. Neal, a long-time friend of Cochise, is here ...since end-of february.
Khali had a second litter. Damned whore! I love her, but, ...well, she's the only female dog around ...and we haven't fixed her cuz she got pregnant early, then got pregnant quickly again afterward. she's a whore! but the puppies have been adorable. beautiful coats and markings. posted a video on youtube of them. have another to post, just haven't gotten around to it yet. but, now that they're just about weened (10 wks this wknd), we have her 'penned in' with the vet.
I've learned more about myself and been able to define myself further this year, due mostly to my endeavors to learn (ironically, missed out on the deadline to utilize the GI Bill this year). The more you know, the more you know. With knowledge comes power and great responsibility, and liberties abound.
I've come to admire Ron Paul.
In all, i must say 2009 wasn't too bad for me. money sucked ...work sucked ...but my picture got better, because i'm a better person than i was this time, one year ago.

So, whats next? Ooooooh, uh!
Like i said earlier, i've learned a lot this year. so, what can i say of 2010? Of course, i want to be optimistic and proclaim blessings and well wishes and stability and finances ...but ...
There's a big, bad political game being played:
There's a big, bad economics game being played:
There's a big, bad theological game being played:
But, it could all turn out for the best.
I think 2010 is going to be the final 'straw' on the back of the people of the world. a whole new generation of thinkers is about to be taking control of their lives because of how 2010 proceeds.
There is a moment, in the very, very near future, where the 'peasants' of the world are going to use their shovels for more than digging holes. An anarchy is on the uprising, and civil disobedience is going to be the media spotlight. civil disobedience, without violence, is the most (in my opinion) effective means of an anarchist shift in society. anarchy is unsustainable, but it is the societal catastrophe that brings change in a system.
My advice for people coming in to 2010: Open your eyes and ears. There's a lot more going on than just what one individual experiences. Challenge yourself to learn more about the world around you; being open-minded to entertain without necessarily accepting.

Happy New Year, World! Cheers!